I know I'm not the only one, there are plenty of people like me, not knowing what they want from life, everything seeming to hard to commit to.
I work hard at what I enjoy, but I keep finding I have to rely on everyone else. For a job, for a relationship or friendship, you have to pay for everything, transport, entertainment, even when it seems free, everyone just seems to want your money, even though they seem to have so much of their own already. Greed just surrounds us everywhere we go. The corporations keep getting bigger, the average just keeps getting smaller.
No wonder we all distract ourselves with entertainment.